<!-- --><!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url (http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/main.css); @import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/4.css); </style> </head><body><!-- --><div id="flagi" style="visibility:hidden; position:absolute;" onmouseover="showDrop()" onmouseout="hideDrop()"><div id="flagtop"></div><div id="top-filler"></div><div id="flagi-body">Notify Blogger about objectionable content.<br /><a href="http://help.blogger.com/bin/answer.py?answer=1200"> What does this mean? </a> </div></div><div id="b-navbar"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-logo" title="Go to Blogger.com"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/logobar.gif" alt="Blogger" width="80" height="24" /></a><div id="b-sms" class="b-mobile"><a href="smsto:?body=Hi%2C%20please%20check%20out%20my%20blog%20at%20kyandii.blogspot.com">Send via SMS</a></div><form id="b-search" name="b-search" action="http://search.blogger.com/"><div id="b-more"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-getorpost"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_getblog.gif" alt="Get your own blog" width="112" height="15" /></a><a id="flagButton" style="display:none;" href="javascript:toggleFlag();" onmouseover="showDrop()" onmouseout="hideDrop()"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/flag.gif" name="flag" alt="Flag Blog" width="55" height="15" /></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/redirect/next_blog.pyra?navBar=true" id="b-next"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_nextblog.gif" alt="Next blog" width="72" height="15" /></a></div><div id="b-this"><input type="text" id="b-query" name="as_q" /><input type="hidden" name="ie" value="UTF-8" /><input type="hidden" name="ui" value="blg" /><input type="hidden" name="bl_url" value="kyandii.blogspot.com" /><input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_search_this.gif" alt="Search This Blog" id="b-searchbtn" title="Search this blog with Google Blog Search" onclick="document.forms['b-search'].bl_url.value='kyandii.blogspot.com'" /><input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_search_all.gif" alt="Search All Blogs" value="Search" id="b-searchallbtn" title="Search all blogs with Google Blog Search" onclick="document.forms['b-search'].bl_url.value=''" /><a href="javascript:BlogThis();" id="b-blogthis">BlogThis!</a></div></form></div><script type="text/javascript"><!-- var ID = 8152634;var HATE_INTERSTITIAL_COOKIE_NAME = 'dismissedInterstitial';var FLAG_COOKIE_NAME = 'flaggedBlog';var FLAG_BLOG_URL = 'http://www.blogger.com/flag-blog.g?nav=3&toFlag=' + ID;var UNFLAG_BLOG_URL = 'http://www.blogger.com/unflag-blog.g?nav=3&toFlag=' + ID;var FLAG_IMAGE_URL = 'http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/flag.gif';var UNFLAG_IMAGE_URL = 'http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/unflag.gif';var ncHasFlagged = false;var servletTarget = new Image(); function BlogThis() {Q='';x=document;y=window;if(x.selection) {Q=x.selection.createRange().text;} else if (y.getSelection) { Q=y.getSelection();} else if (x.getSelection) { Q=x.getSelection();}popw = y.open('http://www.blogger.com/blog_this.pyra?t=' + escape(Q) + '&u=' + escape(location.href) + '&n=' + escape(document.title),'bloggerForm','scrollbars=no,width=475,height=300,top=175,left=75,status=yes,resizable=yes');void(0);} function blogspotInit() {initFlag();} function hasFlagged() {return getCookie(FLAG_COOKIE_NAME) || ncHasFlagged;} function toggleFlag() {var date = new Date();var id = 8152634;if (hasFlagged()) {removeCookie(FLAG_COOKIE_NAME);servletTarget.src = UNFLAG_BLOG_URL + '&d=' + date.getTime();document.images['flag'].src = FLAG_IMAGE_URL;ncHasFlagged = false;} else { setBlogspotCookie(FLAG_COOKIE_NAME, 'true');servletTarget.src = FLAG_BLOG_URL + '&d=' + date.getTime();document.images['flag'].src = UNFLAG_IMAGE_URL;ncHasFlagged = true;}} function initFlag() {document.getElementById('flagButton').style.display = 'inline';if (hasFlagged()) {document.images['flag'].src = UNFLAG_IMAGE_URL;} else {document.images['flag'].src = FLAG_IMAGE_URL;}} function showDrop() {if (!hasFlagged()) {document.getElementById('flagi').style.visibility = 'visible';}} function hideDrop() {document.getElementById('flagi').style.visibility = 'hidden';} function setBlogspotCookie(name, val) {var expire = new Date((new Date()).getTime() + 5 * 24 * 60 * 60 * 1000);var path = '/';setCookie(name, val, null, expire, path, null);} function removeCookie(name){var expire = new Date((new Date()).getTime() - 1000); setCookie(name,'',null,expire,'/',null);} --></script><script type="text/javascript"> blogspotInit();</script><div id="space-for-ie"></div><!-- --><div id="b-navbar"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-logo" title="Go to Blogger.com"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/logobar.gif" alt="Blogger" width="80" height="24" /></a><form id="b-search" action="http://www.google.com/search"><div id="b-more"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-getorpost"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/btn_getblog.gif" alt="Get your own blog" width="112" height="15" /></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/redirect/next_blog.pyra?navBar=true" id="b- next"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/btn_nextblog.gif" alt="Next blog" width="72" height="15" /></a></div><div id="b-this"><input type="text" id="b-query" name="q" /><input type="hidden" name="ie" value="UTF-8" /><input type="hidden" name="sitesearch" value="aurora-.blogspot.com" /><input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/btn_search.gif" alt="Search" value="Search" id="b-searchbtn" title="Search this blog with Google" /><a href="javascript:BlogThis();" id="b-blogthis">BlogThis!</a></div></form></div><script type="text/javascript"><!-- function BlogThis() {Q='';x=document;y=window;if(x.selection) {Q=x.selection.createRange ().text;} else if (y.getSelection) { Q=y.getSelection();} else if (x.getSelection) { Q=x.getSelection();}popw = y.open('http://www.blogger.com/blog_this.pyra?t=' + escape(Q) + '&u=' + escape(location.href) + '&n=' + escape (document.title),'bloggerForm','scrollbars=no,width=475,height=300,top=175,left=7 5,statu s=yes,resizable=yes');void(0);} --></script><div id="space-for-ie"></div><!-- --><div id="b-navbar"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-logo" title="Go to Blogger.com"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/logobar.gif" alt="Blogger" width="80" height="24" /></a><form id="b-search" action="http://www.google.com/search"><div id="b-more"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-getorpost"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/btn_getblog.gif" alt="Get your own blog" width="112" height="15" /></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/redirect/next_blog.pyra?navBar=true" id="b- next"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/btn_nextblog.gif" alt="Next blog" width="72" height="15" /></a></div><div id="b-this"><input type="text" id="b-query" name="q" /><input type="hidden" name="ie" value="UTF-8" /><input type="hidden" name="sitesearch" value="aurora-.blogspot.com" /><input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/4/btn_search.gif" alt="Search" value="Search" id="b-searchbtn" title="Search this blog with Google" /><a href="javascript:BlogThis();" id="b-blogthis">BlogThis!</a></div></form></div><script type="text/javascript"><!-- function BlogThis() {Q='';x=document;y=window;if(x.selection) {Q=x.selection.createRange ().text;} else if (y.getSelection) { Q=y.getSelection();} else if (x.getSelection) { Q=x.getSelection();}popw = y.open('http://www.blogger.com/blog_this.pyra?t=' + escape(Q) + '&u=' + escape(location.href) + '&n=' + escape (document.title),'bloggerForm','scrollbars=no,width=475,height=300,top=175,left=7 5,statu s=yes,resizable=yes');void(0);} --></script><div id="space-for-ie"></div>

Super Junior

i dun get it...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

now, i do not know the reason of signing bond..
at first, i thought that it would be great as, i have extra money to spend..
no nid to save money until not eating or wat..
but then, after sign bond..
my life is more miserable..
not only stress in school, exams, idols.. etc..
but now for money also..

i dun understand my parents..
they ask mi to save up the bond money for next time...
end up, after i got the bond, everything changes..
i have to pay for my expenses, including my allowances, my phone bills, my bus fare..
and little things like buy books...etc..
in other words, they are not giving any single cents from now on..

i dunno, how am i going to survive..
how can i still save up at the same time?
i started to regret, yes of course i am happy that i can get into the hospital that i wanted,
and i do not have to squeeze for the vacancy when i graduate.
but, because of that i have to suffer to stress on my expenses..
i rather dun want...

yes, i agree that when i start working, i will have to worry on expenses too..
in fact , i also have to give my parents money.
but, i am still not prepared to be independent like this now..
i know i am more fortunate then many others,
who have to work and study at the same time in order to support their life..
but, this doesn't mean i will have no problem handling these.
i have many things i want to do too, many dreams i wish i can fulfil...

i seriously hate this kind of life now..
i cant believe i actually have to be more spend thrift then last time.
and, i almost forgot, wat if i fail my exams..
wat if the hospital decide to terminate my bond..
where can i find money to payback them?

sometimes, i feel that
am i their child?
why i am the one who always think for others?
there's one thing i have never say before.
i want to go Uni, i know my result are not up to it.
and, i dun dare to ask whether can i go study private Uni or go oversea to study..
because i know my sister results are better than mine,
maybe i should let my parents save the money to let her study better...
while, i nod..
the oldest should always let the young ones right?







forgive and forget..
forgive and forget...
forgive and forget...


Love Pris
6:04 PM

ProFiLe[プロフィール]


♥Name:_`Priscilla 舒寧`_
♥Age: 21 "tis year" (so damn old!! =()
♥DOB: 12 may 1989
♥Horoscope:Taurus
♥career tis year:staff nurse in kkh ward56
♥my friendster♥
♥my chinese blog cum idol blog♥
♥my twitter ♥

♥ wishlist ♥



.More Friends.
.save as much money as possible?!?.
.to be able to travel all corners of the world~.
.pass my prcp.
.bonded by my fav hospital.
.further myy studies, maybe in australia.
.be a great nurse! nightingale!! lol...
.buy a new wallet.
.jokwon n ga-in get married for real.
.collect all 4 twilight books.
.collect all mitch albom's book.
.new year new phone?? iphone??.
.gucci shades.
.vera wang perfume.
.wonderful 21th birthdayy=).
.go korea/japan soon.
.go korea again.
.japan trip~.
.go taiwan!!.
.go taiwan again!!(must see dong).
.go taiwan again again!!.
.go taiwan again again again!!.
.go taiwan again again again again!!.
.go taiwan again again again again again!!.
.go taiwan again again again again again again!!.
.dadong remember me.
.go suju concert.
.meet suju-m or even whole suju!!.
.meet suju again especially henry and siwon.
.able to meet dadong at least once every 3 to 4 months.
.meet dadong.. if can take pic with him wahaha!!!.
.make dadong lightboard.
.get my lightboard signed.
.buy ipod touch.
.tao hua xiao mei mechandices.
.shi lang lightboard signed.
.meet dadong again soon.
.meet dadong again again.
.meet cn blue especially, yonghwa oppa.
.meet cn blue again, yonghwa oppa.
.meet the stars that i like and take picture with them hehe...
♥Findd.s0me0nexx.ii.Lurvee♥



♥ To Be LoVeD ♥



.miee.familyy.
.myselff.
.my hammssterrs.
.my five majors!! camera, hp, ipod, wallet and laptop!! lol..
.eeyore... errhh.haha..
.mickey.minnie.
.stich!!.
.JunG Hoon Prince.
.FeI LuN HaI (especially my da dong).
.Super Junior (especially siwon, donghae, leeteuk, Henry... and all).
.adam couple love. (ga-in,jokwon 4eva).
.mYY SupERRStaRR... Derrick WeiJian (ke ai wang zi).
.boa ( talented!!).
.doojoon doojoon yoondujun..!! (beast~).
.Ikuta toma-kun (dong look alike kawaii11).
.Haruma Miura (hir0-san).
.kim bum (yijung sunbai).
.jung yong hwa (sweet lover!! cn blue ).
.Taylor Lautner (haha.. wolf~).
.friends. `_

♥ 友人 ♥ FrIeNdS

sEc ScH =)


esther's blog
Angel's blog
Brenda's blog
muyung's blog
yeantyng's blog
suat li's blog
Eeling's blog
Michelle's blog
Yanti's blog
Nadiah's blog
Atikah's blog
Cecilia's blog
Lijuan junior's blog
Huiting's blog
Huiling'sblog
Damai SJAB's blog
Wenyan's blog

PoLy =)


classblog!!
stats blog!!
Adeline's blog
Shihui's blog
Huijie's blog
Feebie's blog
Grace's blog
Aca's blog
Yanni's blog

oThErS =)


Kor Kor's blog
XingYing's blog
Sis' blog
Liyun's blog
Rena's blog
Siti's blog
Catherine's blog
Yvette's blog
Peixuan's blog
Yiling's blog
Qianci's blog
xiaoca's blog
Yanling's blog
felicia's blog
huilii's blog
huiyun's blog

iDolS =)


jonathan's blog
Fahrenheit's blog
YaLun's blog
Dadong's blog
Wuzun's blog
Yiru's blog
Mingyou's blog
Liyue's blog
Tank's blog
Yanyan's blog
Prince's blog
quaner's blog
le ye's blog
Baron's blog
Yu zhe's blog

♥ アーカイブ ♥ aRcHiVeS

[
June 2005] [ April 2006] [ May 2006] [ July 2006] [ September 2006] [ October 2006] [ November 2006] [ December 2006] [ January 2007] [ February 2007] [ March 2007] [ April 2007] [ May 2007] [ June 2007] [ July 2007] [ August 2007] [ September 2007] [ October 2007] [ November 2007] [ December 2007] [ February 2008] [ March 2008] [ April 2008] [ May 2008] [ June 2008] [ July 2008] [ August 2008] [ September 2008] [ October 2008] [ November 2008] [ December 2008] [ January 2009] [ February 2009] [ March 2009] [ April 2009] [ May 2009] [ July 2009] [ September 2009] [ October 2009] [ November 2009] [ December 2009] [ January 2010] [ February 2010] [ March 2010] [ April 2010] [ May 2010] [ October 2010] [ January 2011] [ March 2011]

♥ テグ ♥ TAGGiE









Links

Priscilla Chin

Create Your Badge










Layout & Design: FURiKO
Image: Copyright to those who own them.
Marquue: GlitterYourWay.Com
Open links in NEW window