its emo-ing time and place again..
not to displacing any fandom here..
but if anyone watch wgm, adamcouple..
will have the same feeling as mii now..
ending is expected. but, when its comes tat sudden..
none of us can accept it..
memories they had before, photos that they took tgt..
all seen and withness by us.. none of us can pretend tat it has nv happen before.
we cant do anything as audiences but to slowly accept and move on,,
if onli time can rewind..
everything can rewind, we would not have greedy wan to see them everyday..
we will not wan aml to ever started.
yes, this might be the best decision... but, if it hurts so much.. would it be a right choice to make?
life is unfair, we nod but destiny is in our hands, why dun we choose a path that will not be tat hurtful?
life is short.. should be go through it happily?
i dunno..
but, if this really better for u all ..
pls show us that u all are leaving happy together..
pls, dun let us regret letting such a good couple leave like tat..
even when the last ep not even show..
we are alreadi feeling like tis..
i wonder if the last ep show, what will happen?
when ac just disappear in wgm wat will happen..
the best couple, longest couple just disappear wat will happen..
cruelly they created and destory them just like tat..
yes, it maybe onli a show but since the couple are taking seriously, how can the audience be not..
we are human with feelings too..
leaving us the audience crying, quarrel, cursing, swearing..
is that wat u all wan? making a show isn;t like tat..
1 years and 3mths its not short at all...
really hope tat they will date for real or else all this tears we shed are wasted...
if not we will diffinitely feel damn cheated.
thanks for all the memories..
shall not cry like akid anymore..
should learn to accept like others.
maybe something special may happen..
2011 started wasn't tat good for mii..
i hope its will change soon.. and veri soon..
i nid ac strength to move on..
ga-in arh~ kwonnie pls give us strength..
prisgurlgurl signing off...
song for today.. liangwenyin - kui guo jiu hao le~
Love Pris
12:49 AM
so long^^
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
its been so long since i last blog...
my things in life changes mii..
when i found out.. i am alreadi no longer the girl i used to be...
hahah...(laughing at myself...)
years ago, i am a little girl, who always wan to be in a relationship..
remember the times, when i complain to my friends, blame myself in my blog and diaries..
now mi...
totally, wan to be single..
wan to be alone..
nv wan to be in anything at the moment...
wow~~ how time make someone changes..
looking back~~
and now.. i am totally different..
i started to laugh at myself..
"you are the one that want it most than anyone else. years ago...."
"now, you are the one that dun wan it most than anyone else."
wow~
amazingly.. how am i to be become like that..
where is the courage i get from to change mii..
i guess is the cruel fact of the world changes mii..
let mii understand that it is super fine that i am alone..
in fact, i prefer to be alone..
now, my answer to others why am i still single is different...
and i am single and not available because i dun wan to be in a relationship ...
now, the world should be happy, i am no longer the little girl always write in the diary..
dear diary when can i be in a relationship...
haha..
i onli wan to continue to work and work ..
maybe down in the road 20, 30 years time i am still single hahhaha
(laughing at myself again....)
prisgurlgurl signing off... (~ found out what i really need is not happinessfro m relationship, but if i am able to make ppl happy, i will be happy =) ~) fav song today~ gain - "i already have jokwon " (*_*)
Love Pris
5:07 PM
happy 21st =)
Monday, May 10, 2010
hihi...
came back to talk about my happy happy 21st birthday!!
although is an early one but i enjoyed myself really. =)
having all my frenz came to celebrate birthday for mi
is such a wonderful experiences =)
i guess i will onli have this chance once in a lifetime...
although i came remember how many times i walk in and out of aranda..
Although tired but fun...
after so long..
i haven have such a wonderful and enjoyable day..
firstly, wanna thanks everyone who came and help out this party..
and all the presents!!
ilove all of them =)
i would like to thanks individually:
1st, my sec sch friends...
my 3 guyz thanks alot in helpping with the food !! xin ku le!!!
eeling, huiling nv failed to give mi surprises each time!!
so many years always by my side on my birthday !!
thanks alot =)
of course, my beloved nadiah and atikah..
my two best friends always there for mi too!!
(ps.. nad ur the most beautiful person i knew too =))
2nd, my poly frenz!!
sorry for keeping you all so long that day!!!
thanks for coming even when all of u all are so busy!!
so long nv meet up like a finally!!
really cant miss you all out at all!! =)
and elmo!! thanks for staying over =)
3rd, my hmmn hmm friends...
haha know you all dun wan mi to cat u all haha
anyway, thanks for the present and came over!!
sorry not much time for you all!!
hope you all enjoy yourselves =)
4th, my sister and out dear friends..
haha.. thanks for the luggage!!
best best present!!!
and also thanks sis for helpping mi out that day...
really owe u one!!
5th, my dear debbie!!
thanks for coming over even u dun noe anyone
over here!!
hope you have fun!! =)
6th my sjab friends!!
thanks for the present!!
and esther although u cant come but your xin yi wo shou dao le =)
sorry didnt have much time for u guyz too..
And lastly , i really enjoyed myself tat day..
despite the cream all over mi..
making my smell like a baby..
haha..
with all of u around my world has nv been empty!!
once again thanks!!
and friends 4eva!! =)
fav song for today - tat's wat friends are for...
pris guel gurl signing off =)
Love Pris
11:20 PM
somedayz..
Sunday, April 25, 2010
its been some day since i upload my blogg.. i almost forget about this blog like others..
but, i tink keeping a blog is still a thing i need to continue
for myself =)
anyway, starting to work..
going into the society like others.. everyone is moving into the bigger world..
its something that everyone have to experience one day =)
while, although i didn't expect it to come so soon..
but, i will have to face it when it comes now.
life goes on =)
many things, many things..
i have to learn to put aside...
especially, my idol life..
i do not have extra time like in student dayz to continue to persue it..
many many things, i have to learn to let go..
i will tried to not to see the good things that happen around me.
it will only obstruct mi from continue to work hard in my career.
i have to try to let go.
face the reality and let go.
i need to see more clearly what is reality and what is not.
without them i tink i can go further, right?
few weeks later, i am going to be 21 years old.
21, although came too quick for mi to react
but, i guess its just a number that remind mi, yes you are one year older.
learn to grow, smile toward the future =)
prisgurlgurl signing off~
i wan alot of things but when can i really achieve all ?
fav song for todaY - Eillot Yamin - wait for you...
Love Pris
4:04 PM
hope
Saturday, March 13, 2010
why cant i understand this theory??
why do i always putting myself into such situation ..
causing mi to be injured badly?
i seriously dont understand.
even though i know that i will get sad more than happiness, i still wan to carry on.
even though i know that there isnt anyway further that i can go, i still wan to try.
haiz..
where is the love i am looking for..
where is care i am looking for..
why do i always blinded by the love that was onli happen sometimes.
why why do i have to be in this situation...
this is like addiction to something..
and i cant get to withdraw from it.
i spend all my time and money into it and what did i get in the end??
i dun like to compare but i cant help
when seeing other ppl's better than mine.
i know you got ur own principles.
but, dun you understand that sometimes being too stubborn can cause disadvantage?
why cant u learn from others..
at least have some pr skills.
i don't know how long will i be able to get out of this addiction....
你對我的好。。讓我麻木的繼續喜歡你。。
把你對我的不好都抛在腦后。。
可是，儅我醒來時，那個後遺症。。
會讓我痛得無法呼吸~
期望越大失望越大。。
這個道理我幾時才會學會？？
今天，好不像我哦~
Love Pris
5:23 PM
today was a roller coasrer...
Thursday, February 11, 2010
yoyo..
its been awhile since i blogged..
while.. still having my attachments...
anyway.. i kind of like my ward..although its hactic
but time pass very fast..=)
anyway..i manage to see him in kkh...=)
although its like almost impossible..
cause different department,..
haha..
omg today is so so embrasseing ..
he looked at me when i was bitting my cup..
grrr..
(os. of course i quickly turn away..)
anyway at the same time.. i also saw wood today..
if you never keep track of my facebook..
there is this H.O that i really hate alot..
anyway, its been one month and he is transfer to another ward..
like afinally..
but, i dunno why i still get to see him like everyday even in the lift..
anyway, i dun care about him as long as he dun irritate mi and that's all haha..
while that is my second roller coaster..
the third one was..
this poor boy.. i dunno whats wrong with him today..
he was so okay on my night..
i dunno why he got so agitated today..
he really stressed and scared me out..
and the funniest thing is he started to get agitated when the start of my shift and
he became okay at the end of my shift..
this is like..
(os.. i think he hates mi..)
i was so unable to do my work and have to take care of him..
somemore there is proceedure like lumbar puncture to be done..
so it was a roller coaster ride i guess..
while, this is how i pass my day..
haiz..
pris gurl gurl signing off..
fav song for today. janelle- amazing..
(os.. i so wanna go to resort world sentosa.. not for gamble of coourse but for the rides.. i seriously dun mind about the price haha.. after all once in a lifetime =))
.More Friends.
.save as much money as possible?!?.
.to be able to travel all corners of the world~. .pass my prcp. .bonded by my fav hospital.
.further myy studies, maybe in australia.
.be a great nurse! nightingale!! lol... .buy a new wallet.
.jokwon n ga-in get married for real. .collect all 4 twilight books.
.collect all mitch albom's book.
.new year new phone?? iphone??.
.gucci shades.
.vera wang perfume. .wonderful 21th birthdayy=). .go korea/japan soon.
.go korea again.
.japan trip~. .go taiwan!!. .go taiwan again!!(must see dong). .go taiwan again again!!. .go taiwan again again again!!. .go taiwan again again again again!!. .go taiwan again again again again again!!.
.go taiwan again again again again again again!!. .dadong remember me. .go suju concert. .meet suju-m or even whole suju!!.
.meet suju again especially henry and siwon. .able to meet dadong at least once every 3 to 4 months. .meet dadong.. if can take pic with him wahaha!!!. .make dadong lightboard. .get my lightboard signed. .buy ipod touch. .tao hua xiao mei mechandices. .shi lang lightboard signed. .meet dadong again soon. .meet dadong again again. .meet cn blue especially, yonghwa oppa.
.meet cn blue again, yonghwa oppa.
.meet the stars that i like and take picture with them hehe...
♥Findd.s0me0nexx.ii.Lurvee♥
♥ To Be LoVeD ♥
.miee.familyy.
.myselff.
.my hammssterrs.
.my five majors!! camera, hp, ipod, wallet and laptop!! lol..
.eeyore... errhh.haha..
.mickey.minnie.
.stich!!.
.JunG Hoon Prince.
.FeI LuN HaI (especially my da dong).
.Super Junior (especially siwon, donghae, leeteuk, Henry... and all).
.adam couple love. (ga-in,jokwon 4eva).
.mYY SupERRStaRR... Derrick WeiJian (ke ai wang zi).
.boa ( talented!!).
.doojoon doojoon yoondujun..!! (beast~).
.Ikuta toma-kun (dong look alike kawaii11).
.Haruma Miura (hir0-san).
.kim bum (yijung sunbai).
.jung yong hwa (sweet lover!! cn blue ).
.Taylor Lautner (haha.. wolf~).
.friends. `_
